Pearlyn knows she has a problem.

Okay, she has problems, the biggest of them all, being her revision for the promotional exams, which is, incidentally SCREWED UP...but that's another story. She's got a problem with YOU, she wishes that YOU would just leave her alone and respect the boundary she has established clearly. She's totally disgusted by YOU and your apparent OBLIVION; are YOU really that blur?? How can YOU even bring yourself to talk to her like that still? She's still very disturbed by how YOU treat relationships--she is no f*cking doormat. Evidently, YOU haven't LEARNT ANYTHING at all. Or maybe, YOU're just trying to avoid facing the repercussions of your earlier actions; they've hurt her ALOT more than she expected. Little scars, unnoticable most of the time, but reminders, nevertheless. This is not how YOU handle things--just sweeping them under the carpet and hoping that the other person won't notice. Pearlyn's bothered. She doesn't know what to do about YOU, but she knows she has to tell YOU that it's really over, and you really shouldn't waste each others' time. Get the HINT, boy. Or does she have to spit the words in YOUR face before you decide to face the music?

She's an emotional junkie, who chases after temporary HIGHS. She's constantly swept away by the high romance of magical moments, letting herself get caught in a web of feelings that almost, always clash. She doesn't mind though; it's her FIX, it makes her happy. She can't stop thinking about you these days. She knows it's wrong, and she wonders why, and HOW she has allowed herself to even think this way. You make her so comfortable...so carefree, and she thanks you for it; it's been awhile since she's met a guy like that. She loves the chemistry between the both of you, the adrenaline rush of the emotional FREEFALL. In her mental image, she's screaming her head off, she's plunging from a height that's waaaaaay above ground. It's her new addiction, her new drug.

At the same time, you make her feel as fragile as a leaf in autumn, just falling to the ground.

She knows it's wrong, but she can't control herself. She can't wait for her next fix. And the next one. And the one after that.