I don't have to take this shit from you. I really don't. If you were any other person I SWEAR my verbal tirade will DROWN you.

You DON'T talk to another human being like that...like he or she is a piece of rubbish stuck under your insanely expensive $200++ shoes. People still deserve RESPECT, even though they might have done something wrong. If you're gonna come down so hard on everyone who blunders FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YOUR PROJECTS, you will probably step on ALOT of toes throughout your entire life.

I don't deserve this you know. You wrote such a long, patronising email, just to point out ONE mistake. It's not as if I've been a SLACKER so far. Who was the one who helped you find sponsors, and called them till her FUCKING PHONE BATTERY WENT FLAT? Who was the one who had been handing up all the previous minutes on time? You just sound as if I've been a chronic PROCRASTINATOR of every task delegated to me. Who are you to question my abilities, or whether i deserve to wear that badge on my right collar? How dare you make such a reference to a mistake I made in another project, which is already over? I'm not saying that I'm REALLY good at my job, and neither am I implying that I've sacrificed--- by the way, boy, it's not 'sacrifised'; and I'm just very amused by the use of that word. What, you think you're some sort of matyr? Being a good councillor doesn't necessarily mean that you have to work like some buffalo in the field, until you grow old and die. 'Sacrifising' your health is not the way to go and it borders on stupidity. Yes MISTER, I am TELLING YOU THAT YOU ARE STUPID, you patronising, insensitive turd.

Since we're on the topic of change, let me make something crystal clear: I haven't changed one bit. And I think it's really reeeaaaaaally FUNNY that YOU'RE talking to me about change. You've become a total stranger to me. You know what your problem is? You're so self-centered; yes, despite so-called 'sacrifises' you've made, that's what you are at the end of the day. Just look at the email you sent me. It's all 'I' this, 'I'' that; everything's just all about you, you, you and YOU; what YOU'VE done, how others measure up against you. I'm not just talking about council here, by the way. You expect people to be around to give you support and to tolerate all your shit, yet you don't see the need to be there for them at all. Let me give you a lesson in life: THIS IS NOT HOW IT WORKS. When people reach out to you, to try to understand you, you DON'T shut them off, and neither do you assume that everyone is against you. I've been trying so hard to communicate with the guy I used to know, but you seem so intent on cutting me off. Just what do you take me for? You come to me when you want to get things done, or when you have to talk about something. After you're finished with me, you ignore me most of the time as you go about your usual business. What the hell is happening here?

I'm sure you know why I'm so upset. It's you. YOU said those hurtful things. And it hurts twice as bad.

Piss off.